Study and Holiday

5 papers coming up. Sianz. Still need a lot to catch up, really nid to buck up le. Holiday is just after the exams, suppose to be happy about it but tasks, activities and events filled up most slots. 5 dollars in the past seemed to be able to tide me over food, transport and lan. Going back home straight after school within 10mins are motivation for me, no commitments, no cca to burden me down. Receiving phone calls and SMSs are surprises for me. Now it is so different, having to cope with the additional things in my life. 10dollars now always seemed to little, always not enough, cos have to settle 2-3 meals in school almost daily. Going back home from school is a terrible period, time wasting and lonely. Indeed, i have much more friends in Poly now, more open towards knowing new friends, either from CCA or class. Thus, more commitment, responsibility and social issues occurs. juggling outings, cca and study, priorise is important. Feeling guilty of rejecting some of them, cos no money equals to no outings, borrowing money from friends is not a good choice.