NEW YEAR 2011
Time flies pass real fast. I had been in army for 1year le. My fellow polymates and secondary schmates are all in army right now. Lots of happening in last year, experiences and many "1st time". Know a lot more people and stuffs.
Ordinary person with ordinary look with ordinary lifestyle. Feel free to look at my blog. It is just some thoughts, feelings and sight that i felt and experience.
Time flies pass real fast. I had been in army for 1year le. My fellow polymates and secondary schmates are all in army right now. Lots of happening in last year, experiences and many "1st time". Know a lot more people and stuffs.
Time flies pass real fast. I had been in army for 1year le. My fellow polymates and secondary schmates are all in army right now. Lots of happening in last year, experiences and many "1st time". Know a lot more people and stuffs.
i am back from ROC. it was like finally!.... after 3 weeks+ of torment and rotting away. the training i don't wanna to elaborate.... but taiwan do hav wide choice of food, 7-11 that works like a cafe, receipts that can be lottery tickets for cash prizes.
Got lazy in updating... recently nothing much happened.
Apparently, it does..
变 is a common thing in life. Not everything can really stay with you for a lifetime.The only thing you can only do is to just treasure the present and learn from the loss/mistakes you had.
half yr past.... i am finally in my unit life.... Life for the first few weeks is tougher than those in S.I. this week going to have field camp and 10km route march... it will be a rough one =(
2nd phrase in army just goes on after BMT, i am posted to stagmont camp as a trainee to learn to be a signaller. currently passed 4 weeks out of the 8 week course before posted out to other units to apply what i has learnt here.
In a blink of eye, 12 weeks of BMT is done.. just ard 7 weeks more and i am done with it.
Have been going out more frequently with friends as the date grew closer... really no time to update much since this post should be the last post for a couple of months as tomorrow i am going to be enlisted in army.
Watched this show recently with alvin. Initially, this guy Frank Moses is a retired CIA agent that had a extremely boring life after he retired. He spent his life by stalking a bank stuff with the reason of his pension. So this show looks so boring until one night a team of SWAT team came into his house to assassinate him. All the actions starts to happen. Nice thrills and interesting characters. Good twists and strategies in the show to get help from his past CIA mates, finding those responsible of wanting him dead. 4 stars for this show. Retired, Extremely Dangerous.
The date seriously getting closer and closer. Those seniors, Hwee Sheng, Gen Li, Si Hao, Seto, Nathan and YuQin are all getting in army this week. All the best to them.


Finally my last day of work. Giving myself one mth of break, meeting up with friends, settle some unsettled stuffs and prepare myself for army...
I got my enlistment date le... it is on the 25 nov. It is super fast cos i thought i can drag till next year whr i can attend aspiration camp.
Worked for a week le. My company is DKSH. It is a supplier company. And for my department, it is in charge of the brand Darlie, Prima and Campbells. My job basically is as a post of merchandiser, which need to run around different outlets to arrange and order goods in various supermarkets, watsons and guardians. Slightly tiring, the pay system isnt really that good. But just lazy to find better work.
Hm.. this is something to remind myself and those who want to know..
Labels: Can nv hope for perfect, just hope for the best effort given



Some small research of improving and getting a successful team. This article is from www.businesstown.com/people/motivation-team.asp. Maybe it can of some help to some. Highlighted ones is those that i feel slightly more that we need to take note.Building the Winning Team"Everyone wants to feel that they are on a winning team, that the company is moving ahead, and that they are an integral part of the group."Beyond Hiring Great People It means hiring people who will work well together. It means developing a shared vision and commitment. It means physically bringing people together in formal group meetings for open discussion of broad-based issues. It means encouraging positive, informal interactions between group members. It means instilling a "winning" attitude throughout the organization. It means watching for and quickly trying to reverse team-building problems such as jealousy, cynicism, and defensive behavior. Meetings Build Teams But it is also important to have everyone participate in smaller group meetings where some work is done or some decisions are made. This makes people feel that they aren't just part of some big group, but that they are an active, important part of a team. For key managers, or people in your work group, you should have an interactive meeting once per week-not a meeting where you just make announcements and summarize the work that's been done and needs to be done, but a meeting where everyone has an opportunity to give feedback on substantive issues. Watch Out For Team Destroyers! Jealousy. Be on guard for jealousy whenever a new member is hired into the group. Go out of your way to tell other team members how much their work is appreciated. Cynicism. Some people are just negative by nature. Others might feel your company can't possibly prosper or they just don't like small companies, big companies, or whatever . . . . Be sure you are emphasizing the company's positive achievements to the group as a whole. And don't hesitate to confront any openly cynical individual and demand their behavior change at once. Lack of confidence. Some people lack confidence in themselves and view attacks on their opinions as attacks on themselves, responding with statements like "Are you telling me my fifteen years of experience don't matter?" Stop any discussion like this immediately and, in a private one-on-one meeting, patiently point out the defensive behavior. |

Labels: nothing will be solved unless someone willingly hold on the ball and solve it, there are times mistakes are being passed down like a ball
Have been rotting at home most of the time this month. Suddenly, i feel so empty.. every time i wake up no one is at home... my phone has no msg, has no missed calls, all i have is just disappointment. Apparently, i thought i was ok with no sch life, and alone at home till i get my enlistment date. I was wrong. Maybe i should delete my facebook account. Facebook is the only mean of catching up what my friends are doing in sch... However, I am envy of those outings pictures, events pictures, and comments, discussion that friends actively got. Seeing them made me seriously sad sub-consciously. I dunno why..
Labels: Every now and then i thought of you and cried in the heart. RIP.
Some heart-aching, precious stuffs has to just let it slowly fade away.
In the morning, i happily went to buy breakfast for family. When i came back i just sit down there using a ear hook to clear those ear shit. Suddenly, my mum came and pushed my head. The pain. I pierced my ear. I felt angry and went into my room slamming the door. i laid on my bed. Some wet stuff drip onto my hand. zzz... my ear bled. a lot of thoughts went thru my mind. am i going to be deaf, y did my mum has to do this, y did i spend my money to buy breakfast and this is wat i get in return. i cried the whole morning and emo-ly felt asleep.
Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever.
Had been working at my auntie stall recently... nearly one month le. Though the pay is low, i get to eat the food my auntie sells for all i can, one month of vegeterian. Learnt how to prepare and cook some dishes le, laksa, kway chap, sheng mian and hor fun..haha.
Love is strong yet delicate.
Attendance has not been good. 4 girls and 2 guys. Mayling, Kek Bing, Daphne and Julia with the pathetic two guys me and junxian. The rest had something on so couldnt make it for the outing. Anyway, meaningful outing when we are able to discuss what we had done in the past and all the updates from various people that hasn't been going for CSCC events for so long.
What happened to my studies are my own fault, it had being done and nothing can really change it. I somehow got over the sadness that i experienced with some help from declusion into gaming, distract myself from thinking too much or crying over it again. Thankful to those that really cared and supported me through this tough moments, even it is a small phrases like " jiayous" means a lot to me. Hopefully life will be better after NSor with better luck that the director of SB give me another chance. Special thanks to Gina that gave a great pull from the bottomless pit.
I am very lost now. 2 paths in front of me. Either i forward all my modules and get a cui diploma in the end or give up poly and go on to army. Questioning myself for very long and has been escaping from the problems through CCA activity, outing with friends even inside the virtual world. Insomnia haunting me almost 3mths le. Everyday slept at 5-6am, wake up late, go club rot, went home with friends.

Long time nv blog le...
Managed to came sch early today. Hm.. not much of an achievement but hope to maintain it for this week.
Trying to go sch as often or daily as possible... aiming to succeed...
I dunno wat i m doing nowdays, ponning sch almost everyday. Lost interest in studies. Kinda quarrel and having cold wars with parents every now and then. Memory is failing me. Forget about events dates, meeting dates, even the time of outings with some friends. What i do at home most probably switching the tv but yet staring into the space, can spend 5hrs of my sleeping time just doing that. Even what i enjoyed most, gaming also kinda lost interest. Having problems in controling my appetite, feeling hungry 1hr after my main meals, craving for sweet stuffs,tibits. My life is a mess.
22 OCt, yes! My birthday! 19th time that i celebrated this. 2nd time in poly. Thankful to those who gave me the celebration and b'day wishes. What is different from last year? Eh... Got just one extra present then last year but in exchange a smaller cake. Dunno why the feeling is kinda different, last year's celebration seemed to be more sincere and meaningful, in the way more surprizing and friends really gave their time to plan and celebrate. This year, i m still grateful that friends celebrated with me, maybe too repetitative in celebrating each other birthdays since year 1 and tends to be too "sian", or i am too sensitive? Noticed some that dun really wanted to celebrate yet just joined in to look around. Missed the days in CS subcom, the days before FO activities started and the days before being a MC. Too many changes that had to adapt.
There are some key words that we had been forgetting to live by. " Treasure" is one of them. May it be your family, your teacher, your friends, your neighbour or your best buddy. I felt kinda sad when i found out some of my friends are leaving soon. Knew them from different phrases of life. Today they may be here with you, playing and studying in the same school with you but the next moment they are migrating or moving on to other path of life away from you. A few months more and he will be leaving out of no choice. Treasure the time you are with him/her or you will regret.
Back from camp at Ubin, away from the urban accessories, and embraced ourselves to the sights and music of nature. The sound of the tides, the constant cicada and criket sound, the sight of the mud lobster, mudskippers, snakes, monitor lizards and wild boars. Peaceful atmosphere during the camp other than the frequent mozzies bites.
I checked the blackboard le.. there shdnt be any make-up for the semestral exam. Most likely i am forwarded. My MC is approved. My status on the modules, taxation and B.law is not registered. Hm.. dunno wat will happen but hopefully no modules will be pushed back or else i will be guaduating late. Just have to wait for the time table and the results of the other modules to come out.
Hm... Two days MC and i missed 2 papers. Tax and B.law. Terribly sick at the wrong time. Zzz.. read the rules and regulation of the school.
Studying overnight is burning my health away. Visited doctor today and took MC. Just 2 more papers to go. Endure. Nid to find out whether B.law have make-up test ma. Feeling lonely at home everyday, noticed lots of pictures of the couples that kept appearing at facebook, couples walking ard the street, couples eating at the coffeeshop. Sigh. Status remained at single. Under the concept of human evolution, human was evolved from primapes, they hunt in groups and companionship is important to them. Humans today have those genes and feel out of place when being left out. Terrible feeling. Certainly, i did have crushes. I do not know how to express and always it is too late for any actions. Taking a hour bus ride back home instead of other faster modes has being a way of distressing myself, placing myself at the very last corner of the bus, emo-ing; looking out of the window; observing at the different types of people dropping in and out of the bus. Peace find its way to my heart, away from the past memories of certain incident that pierce my heart deeply.
5 papers coming up. Sianz. Still need a lot to catch up, really nid to buck up le. Holiday is just after the exams, suppose to be happy about it but tasks, activities and events filled up most slots. 5 dollars in the past seemed to be able to tide me over food, transport and lan. Going back home straight after school within 10mins are motivation for me, no commitments, no cca to burden me down. Receiving phone calls and SMSs are surprises for me. Now it is so different, having to cope with the additional things in my life. 10dollars now always seemed to little, always not enough, cos have to settle 2-3 meals in school almost daily. Going back home from school is a terrible period, time wasting and lonely. Indeed, i have much more friends in Poly now, more open towards knowing new friends, either from CCA or class. Thus, more commitment, responsibility and social issues occurs. juggling outings, cca and study, priorise is important. Feeling guilty of rejecting some of them, cos no money equals to no outings, borrowing money from friends is not a good choice.
National day suppose to be a day whr everyone rejoice on the b'day of Singapore. Public holiday and supple rest are what everyone is expecting and look forward to. Yet, I am spending the time at my house watching drama series in my house bored, cos my sis like to repeatedly watch the same series, same episodes. Sigh. I didnt even watch the national day parade show. B.law has to be chiong out by today too.. Busy, Busy and busy. Happy b'day Waffy, National day baby!!