Emo

There are times where things don't go your way, you cannot really decide or think what you can do, and losses occurs.

1 yr death anniversary of one of my friend is coming. It feels just like last year when i last see her, but it has been one year le. Every time i walked past a funeral ceremony under the void deck, a sudden sadness just overcome me. Her images just scrolled thru my mind, my first friend that had been around me and left us out of a sudden.

Thinking back during my block leave, i went to Kuala Lumpur. My BMT mates rented a car and drove everyone there. I remembered hearing that the accident is just 1.8km from JB, I just went emo-ing and holding back my tears when we reached somewhere near. I don't know why but i am just this emotional. RIP, Cindy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Oy3umAYvjE

This is just a video of her siblings put up to commemorate the times they have with her. Not a true story and not created by them but a sad sad story that shows how they felt over her....

Ernest i think this explain your feelings, but do cheer up, jiayous=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNKqoywQyXM

Army made my time with friends really limited, no time for them as there will always be sudden changes and duties that will spoil the planning of outings.... i missed the outing of the "ikea grp" cos of guard duty that they only informed us on the actual weeks...sigh...

I also missed the secondary school class outing, which doesnt come often because everyone is busy to meet up, due to cobra's night.. There are a lot of stuff that i missed out or went very late for them which somehow causing some drifting apart from my friends to a stage I find it hard to start common topics with them during the limited successful outings.

My IPPT score for this month

Pull-up = 10

Sit up = 38

SBJ = 222cm

Shuttle Run = 10.0 sec

2.4km = 10.19 min

i was just 3cm to silver to get my $100. Sianzzzz....

My target next month is to up my sit up to 42, SBJ to 225, 2.4km to 10min flat.

Time to train up=)