Sleepless Nites

Studying overnight is burning my health away. Visited doctor today and took MC. Just 2 more papers to go. Endure. Nid to find out whether B.law have make-up test ma. Feeling lonely at home everyday, noticed lots of pictures of the couples that kept appearing at facebook, couples walking ard the street, couples eating at the coffeeshop. Sigh. Status remained at single. Under the concept of human evolution, human was evolved from primapes, they hunt in groups and companionship is important to them. Humans today have those genes and feel out of place when being left out. Terrible feeling. Certainly, i did have crushes. I do not know how to express and always it is too late for any actions. Taking a hour bus ride back home instead of other faster modes has being a way of distressing myself, placing myself at the very last corner of the bus, emo-ing; looking out of the window; observing at the different types of people dropping in and out of the bus. Peace find its way to my heart, away from the past memories of certain incident that pierce my heart deeply.