fade...

Some heart-aching, precious stuffs has to just let it slowly fade away.

Not being in school for such a long time made me feel so drift off from them. Events and issues that does not concern me anymore, they are just memories that most seniors will feel the same, each generation has their own stories to tell. What i can do i just hope for the best for them, walking down the year with their own stories to pass down to the next generation. Felt a bit sour of the smiles that they had and i am not there to experience and be with them. It let me wonder whether i do make a difference in one's life. Secondary school is one failure that i made, where there is hidden ostracism against me made my school life bad and most of my classmates doesnt know except for the culprits. Let the past be past, I should just look forward and let me fade away from their life, from CSCC.

Ok. Now about me. I am going for the NS medical checkup on 7 july. Hope it goes smoothly. With this nafa and NS is coming real soon. I tried running and my stamina gone down so bad that 2 rounds are my maximum, confirm go in NS 2/3 months earlier.

What i had done for the last month:
-Ate chong pang nasi lemak and enjoy the spring at sembawang road with chor chuan and edward
-Tried running 2.4km but failed. in the end run 2 round and walk the rest.
-Organised the yr3 steamboat at tian tian huo guo.
-Sent Willie off to Canada, for those who dont know, he migrated
-Mahjong with Gary, Junchai and Matt at Jc's house. x2
-Sent Gina to airport for her China trip
-celebrated Piah Wee birthday
-Watched Karate Kid with the new batch of MCs.